A Lost Friendship

This aching pain
Surrounds me again
The memories transport me to the distant planes
All because of a lost friendship

The depression is so difficult to leave now
because of a close friend who no longer speaks a sound
she was once a love, then simply a friend
now we are nothing as the depression continues to bend.

Alcohol by my side, a life I'm still trying to find
A road I'm continuing down of nothing but wasteful time.
What's the point of living anymore... I've lost my light
as she is lost like a kite being released into the sky.
A light once bright, has now left my side.

And I'm left in this void of eternal darkness
As the demons cackle in my mind in delightfulness
Alone with the memories of a distant past
A drink everyday, until my last
Why is it so difficult for me to get over everything?
It's as if everything I do is commencing a sin
Do I deserve this... perhaps I do
because as soon as I get a moments happiness it seems...

This aching pain
surrounds me again
and the memories transport me to the distant planes
All because of a lost friendship...